
Manuel has his ways to present himself: as part of a whole, as a bit of these flowers over there, as a breeze of air, as a construct of all the smiles he collected in his life. Normal people of Villa Elisa might think he is either a fool or a lunatic: he knows they will not understand his discourse, but does not intend on changing it. If he fancies stopping for a few minutes in order to fully enjoy the happiness that the beauty of a windy sky offers him, why should he be refrained? Social pressure is less important to him than to his family, who often misunderstands his attitudes.
As far as he can remember, Manuel always looked at the light side of life. Neither the school education nor his structured friends could bring him back to the ground-level reality. He did not study, and evolved quite freely amongst the 8-children family. His mother loved him so much that she accepted everything. No regrets are shown: relationships taught him all he needed to feed his brains, which he describes as irregularly-grown. As an adolescent, Manuel spent his days reading, and his nights between alcohol and marihuana. Again, his perspective on those ethylic nights is not common: he feels this combination widened his perception of things. His life took off and never seemed to touch down. He liked being able to derivate in parallel worlds, which is no escape to him but more of an art of levitation, which makes him feel like a particle of dust, turning and dancing in a ray of light. Even working, wherever and however he can, in a factory or a shop, when his hands are automated, his thoughts are far away.
Of course, at 30, he had his share of bad moments. Three years ago, he suffered severe paranoia: all the people surrounding him were his enemies, who were acting friendly in order to hurt him. During nine months, his world shrank, and the patio transformed into an impassable border. He doubted everything and everyone, closing himself more and more, till complete isolation. Although the causes are not clear, Manuel explains that he pulled through thanks to his readings about Buddhism and Taoism, two religions that helped him seeing others with compassion. As he puts it, right in the middle of the greatest hell grows a flower.
His flower might be poetry: this period of excessive self-absorption brought him a better understanding of his feelings, and a renewed perception of his environment. Now, he has no difficulty writing, because this is how he sees life: his eyelids are butterflies, small animals jumping out of his chest as he enjoys being in the trees of his eternal happiness.







